Someone once told me that stitching was the best possible way to let off pent up anger and all such other violent emotions. I disagree. More than just disagree, **** *** ( those stars are left to your imagination.you obviously didnt think I was going to fill it up, did you) . Stitching never saves nine. Not for me. Rather, I find it infuriates me even more. To hell with all those around who make you feel like a piece of **** even when you set about trying to make the day as lovely as you can. You start out on a really beautiful note. It's one of those extremely rare days when you actually wake up smiling, only to find your internal environment (people you're in immediate contact with) have other more dastardly sinister plans to ruin your day, your mood and your life, for that one day. What the hell do these people come into your life for? People tell me pessimism isn't good. But honestly, its better than optimism! It atleast prepares you for all the shit you're about to face throughout the day. You kno you'l be forced to take shit from all bloody corners of the world. So you'l be better armed. So all you people who'r about to tell me to cool down or calm down or take it easy, YOU guys take it easy and dont ever ever tell me to cool it or take it positively. Oh **** optimism! It doesnt prepare you to handle an irrationally and unnecessarily irate lecturer, especially when you know you havent even done anything and there are others going way over bound all around you! It doesnt prepare you to handle some of the most important people in your life goin out of their way to support this prior mentioned category of people. Every single time you try and explain what went wrong and how you were misinterpreted or misunderstood or worse, mis-accused, you're faced with people telling you ' honey you really ARE in the wrong'. It doesnt matter if you really werent the trouble maker in the class. It really really doesnt matter you're not at fault. The poor poor lecturer maybe has an ant running down her back and doesnt know what to do about it. Ya, sure. I put the ant down there, right?
The point I'm trying to make is, we, given our meagre nineteen years of existence with an even lesser some what 'meaningful' existence are expected to understand the 'poor' lecturer's point of view. Then why can't those bloated blobs of worthlessness, with all their grey hair and experience of umpteen batches,EVER understand the right from the wrong? Why cant they ever ever understand who the ones who'r always sleeping in class are, Who's always out cursing them? Who's the motor mouth? And finally, sadly for people of my category, people who actually listen and pay attention in class. Despite getting all sorts of nonsense from them, we're expected to bear those plasticine - barbie - doll smiles for them. So as not to put them off. Hello!!! Anybody ever wonder at the under-qualified, highly rated, not so worth it, folks passing themselves off as educators? People!! It really IS a sacred post! Pleassss dont mar it with your inefficiencies and inadequacies!
2 comments:
That was ****ing hot blog ! hehe.. Anyways, your anger is justified. And as much as you wouldn't like anybody to ask you to cool down, I would ask you to do the same. Its not coz I think somebody else is right and u r wrong, its coz once u loose ur mental cool, u hardly retain ur intelligence to do some mentally engaging work. As hard it might be to relax, the more important it seems to be!
As for your concern with the scumbags who pass off as educators, its coz. these days hardly any capable person wants to go into the teaching community .. reason obvious - all the big bucks being in software and management !
Ya.Cant contest wt u say.On both, th calmin down n the teaching community. But cant nething b done t improve th temperments n raise th standards fr enterin th community.Questions is, what wud b the 1st step towards tht..? Diverting funds frm mngmt n IT or gettin thes mngmt n IT lot t feel som sort of guilt fr being th only ones so goddamed better off n get them t contribute? haha. tht sounds more plausible, at any rate!
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